Whatevs
Facebook is annoying me again. It's soooo high school the way everyone from high school wants to friend you and see what you are up to, even though you haven't talked to them since high school. But then again, I guess that is one of the reasons that FB exists...to get back in touch with people from your past. However, it highly irritates me...especially when someone ignores MY friend request!!! What is so bad about me?? heee... you have to laugh.
I don't know if I can wait an entire month to find out if I am accepted into the nursing program... This is going to drive me CRAZY! I check my UTLink every day at least 10 times to see if by some stroke of luck they have decided to accept me early but to no avail. I can't concentrate on work because I am obsessed with whether I will get into the nursing program, if I will like it, if i will be a good nurse...so on and so on and so on. One of the most special aspects is the countdown to escape my creepy boss! *sigh* What a wonderful day that will be!
I can't talk to mom and dad about all of this because they just pooh-pooh the idea of me going back to school because I will have to quit working and also because of the status of my hub's position right now...floundering in a buy-out situation and not knowing if he will have a job this time next year. The stress he is under with this uncertainty is insane. That said...we will make it fine, but the disaster doom and gloom twins, mom and dad, don't know that. I cannot handle talking to them when every time I do, dad has to throw in some kind of comment like "why do you want to leave your job?" "I am not going to say anything.." Okay, so I will stay working in a job that makes me want to slit my wrists every morning on the way in to work. Is that cool? Awesome.
For the love of Pete, my dad can boil my blood.
ARGH!!! My parents can make me soooo MAD!
I don't know if I can wait an entire month to find out if I am accepted into the nursing program... This is going to drive me CRAZY! I check my UTLink every day at least 10 times to see if by some stroke of luck they have decided to accept me early but to no avail. I can't concentrate on work because I am obsessed with whether I will get into the nursing program, if I will like it, if i will be a good nurse...so on and so on and so on. One of the most special aspects is the countdown to escape my creepy boss! *sigh* What a wonderful day that will be!
I can't talk to mom and dad about all of this because they just pooh-pooh the idea of me going back to school because I will have to quit working and also because of the status of my hub's position right now...floundering in a buy-out situation and not knowing if he will have a job this time next year. The stress he is under with this uncertainty is insane. That said...we will make it fine, but the disaster doom and gloom twins, mom and dad, don't know that. I cannot handle talking to them when every time I do, dad has to throw in some kind of comment like "why do you want to leave your job?" "I am not going to say anything.." Okay, so I will stay working in a job that makes me want to slit my wrists every morning on the way in to work. Is that cool? Awesome.
For the love of Pete, my dad can boil my blood.
ARGH!!! My parents can make me soooo MAD!
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