Sinking into despair. Spiraling into oblivion. Why do people's words wound me so much? How can one person's disgusting remark send me into a total tailspin? I guess when it comes from someone close, it hurts more. Then, when I read about how people are so catty and mean in Sonography, I sink even more. I don't want to put myself into a career full of mean people. I will be so miserable in that kind of environment. It will not be good for me. I do not enjoy trying to one up others and trying to hurt them with piercing remarks.
I am completely depressed now and have lost faith in the world. Why has everyone got to be so mean? I am speaking in general terms because not everyone out there is mean, but for example: my office is full of cliques and gossip and I HATE IT.
NPR featured a guy who writes novels about office life and how horrible office life is. I need to read them. He said his idea of hell is watching lines of people filing into a tall office building. I could not agree more. That said, do I really want to do this sonography thing? I will still be in the hospital working with mean doctors and mean nurses...do I want to do this to myself? Shouldn't I instead try to look for some type of work in a more humane, calm environment?
I am completely depressed now and have lost faith in the world. Why has everyone got to be so mean? I am speaking in general terms because not everyone out there is mean, but for example: my office is full of cliques and gossip and I HATE IT.
NPR featured a guy who writes novels about office life and how horrible office life is. I need to read them. He said his idea of hell is watching lines of people filing into a tall office building. I could not agree more. That said, do I really want to do this sonography thing? I will still be in the hospital working with mean doctors and mean nurses...do I want to do this to myself? Shouldn't I instead try to look for some type of work in a more humane, calm environment?
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