Mental Health
Since I got such a good performance evaluation today, I feel like I need a mental health day to celebrate! I am in a very strange good mood for a Monday back at work. It is odd but I must keep this feeling flowing.
I must work on knowing that I am a good person and other people may nit-pick and make faces when they don't like the way I do something but F them!!! I guess I am getting high-strung about Thanksgiving plans...I wanted to do Thanksgiving at my house this year so that a) mom does not have to do the cooking, and b) we could stay at our house and not have to worry about spreading our love around all day. Awesome idea...except for the fact that we do not have a dining area/dining table. Easily remedied... However, if ANYONE makes any type of comment about how we do not have a dining area, I WILL spill wine on them. My hand will have no control. Why am I already anticipating this type of behavior??? Because that is what I do and that type of behavior is what will set me off like a hand grenade...FOR SURE!
I need to be more optimistic that all will be fine... but already, invitees are starting to ask if they can invite others. It's fine, it's Thanksgiving, but really...where are the manners??? I need to blog about this to get the anger out of my system so that I can get over it and move on. Deep breath in and deep breath out... aaaahhhhh...
I am just not good at changes of plan that are not my idea first. Always been this way... oh well...there will be wine. But what if my food is criticized?? I will CUT someone...
Let it go, let it go... mental health mental health mental health....
I must work on knowing that I am a good person and other people may nit-pick and make faces when they don't like the way I do something but F them!!! I guess I am getting high-strung about Thanksgiving plans...I wanted to do Thanksgiving at my house this year so that a) mom does not have to do the cooking, and b) we could stay at our house and not have to worry about spreading our love around all day. Awesome idea...except for the fact that we do not have a dining area/dining table. Easily remedied... However, if ANYONE makes any type of comment about how we do not have a dining area, I WILL spill wine on them. My hand will have no control. Why am I already anticipating this type of behavior??? Because that is what I do and that type of behavior is what will set me off like a hand grenade...FOR SURE!
I need to be more optimistic that all will be fine... but already, invitees are starting to ask if they can invite others. It's fine, it's Thanksgiving, but really...where are the manners??? I need to blog about this to get the anger out of my system so that I can get over it and move on. Deep breath in and deep breath out... aaaahhhhh...
I am just not good at changes of plan that are not my idea first. Always been this way... oh well...there will be wine. But what if my food is criticized?? I will CUT someone...
Let it go, let it go... mental health mental health mental health....
Comments
Congrats on the good eval at work. Don't you just love that time of the year? Thankfully, mine isn't for another couple of months.
Lots of love to you!